
I Wish I Wish
The Start
People!!! Can u believe it? I’m blogging. Like HUH…wenqi is actually blogging? YES, I AM! Enoch, stop acting like u’re really happy that im setting up a blog when in actual fact u are laughing out loud at me.
“What the, so long already den she sets up A BLOG, slow POK”.
FINE! I know im slow. Alright, I admit I am. So outdated that I dun even noe how to do it n need assistance from jm. So dumb. In nicer words, im outdated but I noe some “kind soles” out there will prefer to call me dumb=_= u ppl noe who u are. Well, im dumb n outdated but so what? Im blogging now, trying to put off the mindset that im outdated n dumb. OKOK. Enough wenqi. U’re wasting so much time figuring whether u’re outdated or dumb or in simpler words, dumb n stupid. STOP IT! if I go on like this I will end up writing essay. The power of an arts students=p lets get started. But let me warn u first, it will be a pretty long entry as I got too much to say!! Haha. Ya, so jus close the window if u’re not interested or unprepared.
The reason why I have the sudden urge to set up a blog is because of my blue diary! Haha. It’s so lovely! Cover filled with hearts n the papers are blue in colour=] hehe.. saw it at kino n I simply love it. Even though it’s quite expensive, I still bought it eventually. Simply can’t resist the temptation. Sounds like the temptation from ice cream. Okok.. FOCUS. Yea. I was writing to it when I found out that I need to write to ppl! As in, I want to address ppl n not addressing the diary as “you”. Nevertheless, I still love my diary=] SO Ya, blogging is the best way out and I though my class blog=) When I’m feeling excited to write down all I had in mind, jm told me that I need to set up a blog first den he will add me into the class blog. Well, then I might as well blog in my own blog right. Haha, so here I am=)
Mum’s birthday today. No, more like yst. Yes. Went for family dinner at crystal jade. Opps, sorry, its family lunch. I’m blur. Family LUNCH. Supper delicious! OH… It’s so wonderful that I told my mum I can go without food for 2 days! However, people who know me will know it’s impossible. Fine! I ate my brother’s Lunch which we ta bao, but that’s because he is not back when we reach home. He went out early in the morning n reached home only at 11 few hrs ago. How early! Worse when he didn’t tell us where he is going before hand. Brother brothers.. how obedient can they get? My sister went home early with her BF so we asked her to take the fried rice back while we plan for our shopping trip=p Bought quite a few stuffs, the best is of course my dear diary=) hehe.. N mum bought some tonics for me because she CLAIMS that I always look so restless. Do i? Maybe not ba. Maybe it’s only during this period. I shall not elaborate on the causes. Haiyo! Makes me think of econs. haha. But not too bad la, econs is nice=) Ya, n not to forget, the tonics are meant for my low blood pressure, but that doesn’t mean im weak n ok! Izzit my fault to have low blood? Haix.. Got to run tml! Seriously. I need to run! Not like what xia dear said that I need to eat. Pls,I need to stop eating. Im meeting class for breakfast cum lunch later at plaza=] Loves<3
It has been a long time since we last met for class outing/gathering n that was…1 mth ago? Can’t rmb. It’s a triple date=0 *winks*
6 days has passed. 9 more days? Gosh! That’s more than a week! But I’ve survived 6 days. Applause please!! I know im so dependent on him. Maybe not only him but everyone around me. I need people to support me, comfort me, praise me and most important always be by my side. That’s me. The so not independent me. On the other hand, im able to travel alone to anywhere n I dun really need people to always accompany me. Guess im jus dependent emotionally and not for the physical needs. Yea, I guess. I need assurance. I need to feel secure. Note the word “guess”. I can’t say that I understand myself totally. No. Who does anyway? There’s always this inner Self in everyone which we find it hard to juggle with. STOP. Did I jus mention “inner Self”? It reminds me the decades that I didn’t touch Plath.ok, maybe not so exaggerate. Years? OK, months but that's enough to fail me. I know SAS will. No doubt. Obviously im not up to his standard and I think he dun even bother to waste his breathe to tell me directly. He jus goes, “I dun understand how some people in this lecture room can make it here when they’re not suppose to.” He’s referring to me isn’t he? Even if im not the only one he’s referring to but im in His list. Or no? I dunno. The fact that I can sit there listening to his sarcasm means that im suppose to be there. Even if I fail lit. Stop rubbing salt on your own wounds wenqi. So ironic. Want say but dun really mean to say. Dumb.
It reminds me of josh evilness.
“I not only want to put salt but im going to rub it on!”
*faints*
That’s how lit has an impact on ppl, including me. Im at the brink of insanity.
Believe me. Truly, madly, deeply.
Haha. I jus mentioned two songs which I quite like.
MAN!
I spend more than half an hr on my first entry and im suppose to do maths!Gosh.
Oh Yea, it reminds me of meeting mh tml for maths consultation (if he’s able to make it). Of cuz it must be maths. What else can it be? LIT!?
No, I never have consultation for lit.
Talking abt maths, mh helped me alot last yr for my promo since bulk of the questions were on differentiation. Thanks MAN. Or gentleman=p
Hope I wont tried him out with my slow learning speed.
Time for maths! Bless me. I need it.
I Wish Upon a Star on Saturday, March 17, 2007