butterflies-metamorphosis
I Wish I Wish



i noe u will be reading this and its meant for u.

i always thought we're good friends and u really care for me. I was wrong. SO wrong.

i dun expect u to acc me to the doctor or do anything big. Jus a simple msg or show any form of concern like "are u feeling better?" or even a smile like wat weiren did.

No. Absolutely nothing.

Instead, u can insist me of going to school or give me that tone, trying to hint to me that "hey, there's a grp presentation later and u SHOULDN'T be missing it. so wat if u're sick!?"

Fine. if u feel that work is more important than friendship, go ahead then.

WORSE when i told u im not going to do cip. u can go "why didn't u tell me earlier?" instead of saying "yes, u should go home and take more rest." hello, wats the difference of me telling u earlier when i wont be going eventually? give u time to have mental preparation?LOL. or give u more time to ask another person to acc u? that statement u made is seriously so DUMB and HURTING. lol. never did i noe a friend can make such statement. "why didn't u tell me earlier?" sorry, i jus feel liek repeating it and im actually laughing at it. laughing at myself. y mus i be bothered when somebody cant even be bothered at all?

and one thing i cant understand is y mus u give that face as if i own u one millon? shouldn't i be the one? are u expecting me to apologise or wat? i really dun get it. Or are u feeling embarasse? i think u should.


I Wish Upon a Star on Saturday, April 14, 2007