Sometimes i really believe in the spiritual connection between two very good friends. Not much verbal exchange is needed to sense what the other party is going through. This is what i have for one of my best friend.

She has been rather quiet for the past few days. She will usually talk even when she is busy with her work and stuff. I wasn't sure what was the actual cause of her silence but i was kinda affected. It was as if she was conveying something to me with her silence. I felt like going back to the old days. I felt like rebuilding the friendship and relationship with the people i have lost touch with.

People who were once so close.
People who have left me behind.
And of cos the people whom i have let down

The memories just kept flashing through and i couldn't help it but made a statement to her. Telling her how much things have changed. Even though i didn't deliberately say how much i wanted to reconnect with those people, im sure she could feel it.

It was only after i read her blog a few hours later, after i was done with my work that i found out she was thinking of the same thing as me.
No.
We didn't happen to feel the same at the same time. It was her silence that made me felt that way.

Now that i think back, im not sure if my words have hurt her. What i've said about her idea of  friendship and relationship. Most of the time i will not give a piece of my mind even if i dun feel the same as her. Especially on r/s. Unless i feel that she's going on a total wrong track, i won't "lecture" her on it. BUT that day, i questioned her about T and even brought in E. I know it's a big nono to mention E unless she talks about him first. So yea... Feel quite guilty about it.

But i really can't stand T. And was feeling cold and hungry at that time. haha...

Or should i say i just don't trust guys
Easily.

I Wish Upon a Star on Wednesday, October 28, 2009