butterflies-metamorphosis
I Wish I Wish



Im craving for the thai food at beauty world!
How???
At this hour when eveyone is fast asleep.
Was supposed to eat it for dinner just now but mum suggested to cook.
Cos she learned a new dish- the Japanese custard!!
hahaha....
Also known as Chawanmushi.
Mum calls it Japanese steam egg.
lol...
It was quite successful(:
Congrats mum!
She was so anxious for my comments that she stood beside me while i was facebook-ing.
Had to wait for it to cool first right?
And it was nice!!!!!
She added mushroom, prawn, crabmeat, and bean into each serving(:
Definitely a more generous serving than the restaurants=p
Home cooked dishes are always the most delicious and heartwarming!


Miss Ping's mum cooked food.
Her ah-sum fish and soup!
Sigh....
Have to wait till exams are over.
Even so, not sure if i'll have the chance to eat it since both of us will be working.
Haix the manager will sure put us into different shifts.
But what to do!?
Who wants to hire us for less than a month.
Though im taking up tuition task, i want to earn more!\
MORE MORE MORE!


I actually enjoy teaching quite abit.
And i love children.
Just dislike giving birth and don''t really fancy having one of my own.
The thought of teaching him and making sure he will grow up to be an useful person puts me off.
What if he/she becomes a burden of the society?
You might say it's unlikely with a good family background and proper teachings
but who knows!?
Things are never definite and unpredictable.

The only constant thing in life is CHANGE.



Going back to the point on teaching
Yes, i enjoy teaching. preferably younger students pls....(Hua said i might get into teacher-student scandals if i would to teach the older kids=.=''')
And i really think im a responsible teacher and will continue to be one.
I put in much effort into all my lessons and keep reminding myself to be a source of motivation for my students.
I make sure i do my homework for my lessons and always make lessons as interesting as possible.
(Have to make the students like you first)
And i did!
Most of my students like me(:
The students from the tuition centre and sec school(relief teaching).
Be kind to them and get serious when necessary.
I get a satisfaction rush when my students learn something.
(Hope they weren't pretending..haha!)
I guess i can get along with the kids very comfortably largely cos of my face and behavour.
They see me as an idol.
muahaha~


The more the students like you, the easier it will be for you to get things across to them.
You save time during lessons as you do not need to discipline them constantly
as they listen to you.
But most importantly, your classes must have substance!
Students will start to despise you when they realise you don't know how to teach!
All in all, a good teacher must have the look and substance.
hahaha!!!

Dad was telling me how stress it is to be a teacher.
Especially in today's context.
Then i said there would be stress everywhere you go.
True isn't it?
At least i know im doing something i like.


Sometimes i feel that im very self-centered.
Im only concern with only the things i want to do.
Like i wont think of earning big money just becos my dad hopes i will.
It's not that i don't like money, just that it is not a source of motivation in my life.
People think differently.
I know im not the perfect daughter he wants me to be.


He tells how good it is to be a trader when i happen to mention it.
How many traders earn big money when they are good at it.

Even though i have a little interest in this line and believe i am capable of it,
i give a second thought on becoming a trader.
It's not that i don't like money and earning big money
but it's not what i truly want and look for in life.
I just want a simple and happy life.
Money and fame are addictive.
Everyone is guilty of it.
My dad was telling me about millions when what i was thinking was only the enoughs to make a happy life.
But hello, im definitely not useless.
Bet it.


I hope to be with someone who doesn't go for money and fame.
Once a person starts to chase after it and get it,
life will no longer be simple.
He will go for more, or at least, his life will become one that revolves around securing money and status.
I don't want such complications.
One will never have the best of everything in life.
Even if you can, you just won't have the time.
The best out of Family, Love, Friends, Career, Wealth, Health, Happiness.
But people think differently.
If a guy is as such then we are just not meant to be.
Just like my parents.

 

(By inspiring to be a teacher, im hoping i can bring up my child better. I really want my child to be an useful and righteous person. Don't need to be extremely successful, but MUST be someone with right morals and a positive attitude towards life. Someone who can contribute to the society, be it academically, physically or morally. Someone whom everyone will feel glad and fortunate to have. Greater possibility if the child will to have a teacher as mother yea?)

I will just be different.
I will think differently
act differently
speak differently
teach differently
if i am a stewardess.

I know it.


I Wish Upon a Star on Thursday, November 19, 2009