Im still thinking of my friend.
Her stomach has been experiencing pain for quite a long period of time already.
And she refuses to consult the doctor.
I can understand why.
If it is me, i will also be afraid of the result.
And i definitely need someone to be with me.
It adds on to the pain of i have to go through all the emotion stress and physical pain all by my own.
Im very unhappy with her other half.
How can he be so indifferent about it when he clearly knows that it might turn out to be very serious.
Not having time is an excuse.
What is more important than her health???
And saying that she would refuse to go to the doctor and therefore not bothering to persuade her is crap to me.
Wait till when?
Wait till it bursts and cry over it?
Stupd.

Maybe im overreacting.
I just can't tolerate that.
Im very particular about such small details.
I'll be very sad if my bf just sort of ignores it and pushes it aside, thinking that there's nothing serious.

I'll always remember them.
How they have treated me so kindly.
No im not reminiscing anything
and i definitely don't love them anymore.
Im feeling grateful.
How he could come all the way when i said i was feeling terrible.
How he carried me all the way to the doctor when i couldn't walk.
How he just grabbed my hand and brought me to look for help.
How much they have cared for me.

And i own my life to my dad.
I wouldnt be around without him.
How he carried me and ran to look for a doctor in the midnight to save my life when we were at overseas.
I was burning hot then.
Some people may think that there's nothing great about it.
It's a father's role to save his daughter.
Give it a second thought.
Have u heard of fathers who kick their daughter to death?
Our parents don't own us anyting.
They do it simply becos they love us.
Never take people and things for granted.


Im not saying that we have to listen and do whatever our parents want us to do, and want us to be.
Just not to see what u want them to do as what they MUST do.
For instance, it's up to the parents whether to leave their wealth to their children after they have passed away.
Those wealth does not belong to the children.
It's only a privilege if the children inherit what belongs to their parents.
It's really up to the parents to do what they want.
Life is so fragile.
Everyone can be weak at times.
One's strength is not enough.
We always need support from the people around us.

Helplessness is frightening.

I Wish Upon a Star on Monday, November 23, 2009