The Ugly Truth

Why do people like to look for me to tell me shameful things?
Becos im more open minded?
Becos they know i wont scold them?
Becos they know i wont ignore them?
Or im just a good listening ear.
Why do i have to be the person to take the stress of other's immoral doings???

Since young, we always see how people do things that are not so right or immoral on the tv.
The drama portraying how one-night-stand ruins women's life.
And how marriage are broken becos of miscommunication and third parties.
In our small and innocent minds, we thought that these are only happening in dramas.
Never did we expect that one day, we would be seeing and hearing such things in the real life.
So close.
So close to me.
People around me.
People i know of.
They are all so close to me.
Even that principle which i've always held was broken.
By myself.
Why did we become like this?
Temptation?
Peer pressure?
Influence?

How can they be so open about it?
Writing love msg on fb and blog.
Telling others the intimate things they do.
Or openly express their love for a married person.
Don't they feel the shame?
What are they trying to show?
They're so ridiculous.
Trying to touch the man?
They're so silly.
I dun understand!
What is so good abt them!!!??
How good can a guy be when he's able to betray his wife?
Gosh.....
And i believe that guy has more than one.
dots.......

I feel disgusted
Can't stand it anymore.
But everyone likes a laughing friend.
A friend who only agress with them and laugh with them.
Becos the truth hurts.
Shame hurts even more.


Is it just ourselves?
Human nature.

I Wish Upon a Star on Friday, December 04, 2009