
I Wish I Wish
My friend is off to Doha.
Guess she has reached and probably settled down.
She just become a stewardess of Qatar Airways.
She was one of my besties in primary school.
Lost touch for a very long time
but we're still aware of each other's directions.
Kinda miss her
so suddenly.
She said she might not be coming back.
As always.
She's always so adventurous and forward.
Clear and persistent of her goals in life.
There's something special in her.
I wont say im gonna miss her badly.
But missing her now has made me realise some people are just irreplaceable.
They are more than just the passerbys in my life.
They are people i value.
They are of significance.
Just like if you take your meals seriously,
you will remember what you've eaten for that day.
Just like if studies is that important to you,
you will remember what you've learned in lectures and not having to mug like hell just before the exams.
So clearly, the 2 formers are not exactly that important to me huh?
I can't imagine my life without certain people.
What if they will to work at overseas for a long time and may not even come back?
Even though my dad started working overseas since i was 4,
it never failed to sadden me when he was leaving again.
Im glad he has kind of made up his mind to not work at overseas anymore.
Values and mindset mature with age as people get older.
Hopefully?
Am i selfish for being so persistent in reaching my goal too?
You'll start to miss someone only after you know you might not see her again.
I Wish Upon a Star on Friday, April 23, 2010