She told me that she's going to push me up very soon.
And I have to start going for management courses.
And kinda hinted that I shouldn't be too close with ppl of certain positions.
I felt happy. For a moment.
Then I realise this is not what I want.
I like the things I'm doing now and I wanna stay constant in the current state.
It's not that I don't want to recognize my capability.
I know full well what i'm capable of.
But.
I hate fame.
I just want to be ordinary.
When you gain something, you ought to lose some.
That's life.
Becos life is never constant.
It's a fault to want to stay constant
and u'll just end up getting eliminated.

I Wish Upon a Star on Friday, June 03, 2011